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Well i was going to devote this entry to how emotional all of yesterdays performances made me...particularly robert's, but due to certain events of last night i will instead devote the entirety of this post to the knob that is robert mcdougall.

First i should explain what actually happened last night.

I was out driving with Tim, and we drove down robert's street only to find that he was having a party to which i was not invited. Upon seeing who's cars were on the street i noticed evans was invited to this party. So i decided to go in. I went in, got a horrible glare from robert, and then started talking to Penny and Kahla. Tim then came in as well, then we decided to go. We walked out the front and I took robert's front P plate off. Then whilst we were walking to my car, robert races out after us and simply yelled at us to "get out" - and not once either.

This to me implied that robert does not consider me his friend (that and the fact that i have not been on his lj friends list in quite some time).

I was shocked.

Do u know how humiliating it is to find out that someone has just been faking being nice to you? It is humiliating, enraging.

I thought that we were friends. Obviously i was delusional. I defended you when you were horribly dumped by that little wench from Sydney. Although i did laugh when you sang, i did tell everyone how good i thought your voice was.

Well considering that you made yourself clear last night robert, i now can tell YOU the truth about what i really think of you, as i have often lied to spare your feelings.

Remember how we used to joke about Massey having a big ego? Well his ego is infinitesmal in comparison to yours. All i hear from you is mockery: "I dont need a job. I only have to sing three songs and get $500". And im not sure about everyone else, but im sick and tired of hearing about the cheque your going to get for your cd, which was a huge rip-off.

I may not know alot about music, but i know enough to know when someone is out of key, and when they are flat. That pretty much sums up your cd. Remember when you asked me about if i liked it? Did i come out and say it was crap? No. I said that i didnt like one of the songs. You know why? To spare your feelings. Cos i know that if id had told you what i really thought, it wouldnt have gone down very well.

All i get from you is ignorance. In economics, you always turned your back towards me to talk to Crystal and Stu. Did i ever say anything? Did i ever voice my opinion? No.

Whenever i had a conversation with you, you would leave halfway through and go and talk to someone else. Upon telling this to one of your "closer" friends who shall not be named, he/she simply said: "well thats cos we're better friends with him than you". Being better friends with someone else does not give you the right to totally disrespect your other friends. But thats right, you dont consider me a friend. So therefore it's ok. But wait, I did not know at the time that you dont consider me a friend, therefore its not ok.

I tried to give you a friendly hug yesterday after the assembly, but what do i get? A hand wrapped around my neck. But then what do i see? You hugging other guys.

Emily, if your reading this, delete that pic of robert and me. I dont want to be reminded of the humiliation that knob has put me through.

You can rot in hell as far as im concerned robert.

And on i final note, i'll leave you with lyrics from a Stephanie McIntosh song: "I'm flawed, I'm so imperfect, But i ain't insecure" - thats what you are robert - insecure.